It's weird. For me, cold, hunger, and depression are inexplicably wound together. Consequently right now I'm cold and hungry, and I feel depressed.
I guess the close contact with friends is helping ward away a lot of my normal feelings of indecision. But then, I've just realised I'm going to have to try to maintain classes for the sake of my continuing fiscal security. (It changes how much I owe the government, a lot.), and so I guess I feel a bit shot in the foot.
Plus side, have now accrued so much responsibility I think I'm secure until the end of the proessing in Chch, at least for a few hours a day.
But yeah, it's all kind of odd in my head right now. I guess I forget that backsliding horrid days happen, since I know I've had a great last 3 weeks, but on a day like today it feels like the happiness is all a lie, yeah? God damn mind, banging against the walls.